carissa's wierd ┈ songs about leaving ♡
i wouldn't be surprised if this album has a kill count!
listened to it on a whim when i couldn't get myself to fall asleep -- terrible way to start the month. it's strangely beautiful in its misery and encapsulates my mental trudge through autumn and winter to a tee.
vegtable ┈ stay ✩
carissa's wierd ┈ no one lives here anymore ✩
elliott smith ┈ figure 8
- everything means nothing to me
- stupidity tries
- can't make a sound
beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
the dare ┈ what's wrong with new york?
- open up
- you're invited
- i destroyed disco
all i can remember is that vid of him failing to crowd-surf.
operelly ┈ *flutters away*
- under my bed
- tell my man
- leaving
chanel beads ┈ your day will come
- silver cup
- song for the messenger
- drunk stupid in the structure
anika ┈ anika ep
the caretaker ┈ everywhere at the end of time ↻
when i was around 13, i heard libet's delay while playing a "weird-core" liminal roblox game with an online friend. curiosity led us to go on a deep-dive until we found the source: the caretaker. quite an unconventional way of being introduced to an artist, but it was the earliest root of my appreciation for ambient music. memory unlocked, indeed!
i doubt i'll listen to this compilation again (it's 6+ hours long) but as an art project, it's interesting. the progressive distortion isn't comforting in the slightest.
and yes, revisiting the caretaker is how i realised all that follows is true was the same song that played in the backrooms movie mind-kabloooown..!
oil xl ┈ lick the lens -- pt.1
b7lanket ┈ seven ate nine
- 789
- shoelace
tal castle ┈ songs at west end prep
reversal of man ┈ revolution summer
haloplus+ ┈ musicality
- heart simmer
- super cute / put it on
the american analog set ┈ know by heart
paulie swan ┈ swans today ✩
- me vs. mothra
- plaster
reminds me of cameron winter's solo work! tracks with pianos, string instruments, and distinctive vocals do it for me every single time.
cameron winter ┈ heavy metal ↻ ✩
- drinking age
- nausicaä (love will be revealed)
- $0
cameron winter is such a peculiar bloke.
lcd soundsystem ┈ lcd soundsystem
- never as tired as when i'm waking up
- on repeat
- losing my edge
- beat connection
washer ┈ here comes washer
- do it yourself
- eyelids
- body
built to spill ┈ keep it like a secret
- broken chairs
- bad light
- center of the universe
béton armé ┈ renaissance
basement ┈ wired
- deadweight
- broken by design
sunny day real estate ┈ how it feels to be something on ♡
phoebe bridgers ┈ lost weekend
- kill me
- lost boys
cloud nothings ┈ attack on memory
the anniversary ┈ designing a nervous breakdown
mgna crrrta ┈ beautiful disaster
orchid ┈ gatefold / orchid ↻ ✩
- none more black
- anais nin by numbers
- loft party
- a visit from dr. goodsex
death grips ┈ the money store ↻
- hustle bones
- bitch please
- system blower
- i've seen footage
parallel dance ensemble ┈ possessions and obsessions ✩
- shopping cart
- conditions
- juices
- time
alexisonfire ┈ crisis
skiploader ┈ from can through string
mass of the fermenting dregs ┈ iwaou
- let it go
steve lacy ┈ oh yeah?
- oh yeah?
- it it cool? (feat. sza)
- the feeling
fiore ┈ let's make this instinctive ✩
- prelude to post
- at risk of saying goodnight
- ameliorate
hum ┈ you'd prefer an astronaut ✩
- little dipper
- stars
- suicide machine
cleaners from venus ┈ midnight cleaners
fade 'em all ┈ fade em all
dawn of humans ┈ slurping at the cosmos spine
tv girl ┈ death of a party girl
- pretty boy
- 7 days til sunday